shit has really changed not kidding. just a few months ago i released that dumpster fire of a beat tape and now im working on my first "legit" album. well obviously its not going to be an exact vision of what i want to make but im getting closer each time i work on it and thats what matters. I have 9 beats for it completed and verses/lyrics mostly done. but thats besides the point. I think ive changed a lot since unorthodox and its cool to see. im going to do a show in the summer and rent out a small studio and just wile out. im equally nervous and hyped but its new. and im learning. also im gonna do a talent show of no remorse by metallica on may 18 so im practicing for that too. shit, i was also learning how to fake ollie into a boardslide on a rail yesterday with my friend ivan, hes such a crazy skater i wish i was better so i could push him to learn more harder shit but me and all my friends are so ass compared to him.
something funny is that even though my life is getting somewhat better and slowly each day, im still going to make that same angry angsty music because i fucking love to. wtf is rapping about happiness? wheres the fun in that. anyways, if anyone sees this, i know i say it every post. but i hope atleast someone will one day genuinely recognize my talent once it developes. because i think i have something but i just need to learn to put it into a artistic mold. thank you. au revoir.
-sowup.4/10/2023
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